Friday, April 27, 2007

It should'nt be this way...

It really shouln't be this way!
A machine can't control your life!
Much less make one happy...

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I shall start my work and end the crap here

What's going on?

Gianni Versace's daughter
What's going on???

" Be sure to do what you should, for then you will enjoy the personal satisfaction of having done your work well, and you won't need to compare yourself to anyone else "

I came across this verse a few years ago and eversince, it was truly ebbed in my mind.

I guess it's time I start my work. To face the issue of having any kind of eating disorder is quite difficult for gals like me today. I have to be thin yet not allowing anyone to know that I want to be thin. I have to think about how not to eat at certain times in order to eat at other times. I have to wallow in pity when I ate more than what I think I was suppose to eat. I will overeat to make myself feel better but hate myself for it didn't help either. In the morning, I will run. In the afternoon, I will think about running. In the night, I will think about running the next morning. When I am running Running RUNing.... I banged into this:

Yes. I will truly be dead. Even if I survive physically,

I will still be mentally - DEAD
I think she's been staring at it for hours...

I tell myself it must end here (this very moment).

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I am fighting against the ODDS

cant wait for 3 - to leave my home
cant wait for 5 - my exam to commence
cant wait for 7 - the paper to end

As the day gets darker, my night grows brighter ;)
Finally I can really take a break after my 4 consecutive papers.
and this Rocks!

mum rocks

No. 40 done!
(took me so long...)

Sunday, April 15, 2007

40 things I want to do when I am feeling stressed

1. Come to blog 2. Eat redbean waffles 3. Catch a movie 4. Brush my teeth every hour 5. paint my room 6. Think of the colour 7. Go to ikea 8. Visit Shang Hai - it's beautiful from leong's blog 9. Write finish this post in ten minutes because I got to study again 9. Write secret letters 10. Quarrel with my brother 11. Run the roads 12. stare out of my window 13. Walk around in my room 14. Surf for funny stuffs to laugh about. 15. Think about aveline's B day celebration 16. Think about what pzh will get for me when he goes Taipei 17. To really finish this post in the remaining 8 minutes 18. To admit I have an eating disorder 19. To do something about it 20. To buy a dress 21. remove my nail polish 22. make a happy salad which means - lots of colours in it 23. to eat subway with keryn 24. to visit leong's blog 25. to 'scream' out I love god - in my head will do 26. To wash my clothes - manually 27. to play with my turtle 28. To read a P.D.L again 29. Go shopping with my gals 30. To buy a watch for mum 31. To visit 'shen shen' 32. To think of what job I'm gona get during holidays 33. To watch dvds after dvds 34. To visit the nigh safari 35. To smile to every one I see - a smile dont hurt will it? 36. To have a good rest 37. To meet up with people I havent seen for a long long time 38. To go K box 39. To buy a new phone 40. Make a post saying mum rocks

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Happy Birthday CoCo!

Coco trying to act demure like averlyn
verdict: just pass
Coco and her new bag!
she said the bag looks photogenic... Isit?

Mushroom monster!!! Quote Coco 'Woah! It's

as good as it looks!' haha


Yee... so act cute

Nana's Mudpie! Gosh! It's delicious!

I just found out Coco like to take pictures in different expressions.

As we gather...

See! CoCo so 'Xin fu'...

I made a card for her too!


Yeap yeap! As you can see it's celebrations again... I guess Coco is really happy with her new bag - keep striking different poses lor! Yesterday, I then found out that CoCo like to take pictures lor... Alot of different expressions can! Haha... As usual we went to the most frequented restaurant by Coco - NYDC. Gosh... It's my first time tasting mushroom monster... It's damn good!!! It is already not in the menu le. We got it because got Nana's presence! Don't play play... and Nana is so sweet - she made mudpie for Coco again... But it is very funny. Nana tell Coco it's the last time she is making it for her liao... and coco was like 'huh!?, Don't like that lar... maybe when you grow old you will still make for me mah...' hahaha... Looks like Coco really loves Nana's mudpie. *ahem* Attention attention! I also witness that if next time Coco is rich she will sponsor Nana to set up restaurant! Whoever reads this post also witness k? haha... Although Lim is not present, she made a powerpoint for Coco. So Sweet.

Li wen,

Happy 22 !

Andplease GROW UP ;P Haha

love -ying